kim dotimas (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} xhandlewithcare) wrote,@ 2004-08-09 22:38:00 |
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volleyball tryouts. tough competition. lots to be aware of. coach says she likes to recruit height. &i have nothing close to that. EEk. cross your fingers that i will make it through wednesdays and thursdays cuts, please ?
its that feeling
where your insides
feel as though
theyre decaying --
i hate being the victim of this sht.
i hate the damned claims.
i hate the fcking seclusion.
i hate not knowing who you are.
or where you freaking belong.
i hate craving for the answers.
and not finding them for so long.
and the sum of it all is beyond words.
oh, but i like the way elaine
is the only one who consistantly
reads & comments on my lj. YAY!
MAD ePROPS ! (!?) haa.
its that feeling
where your insides
feel as though
theyre decaying --
i hate being the victim of this sht.
i hate the damned claims.
i hate the fcking seclusion.
i hate not knowing who you are.
or where you freaking belong.
i hate craving for the answers.
and not finding them for so long.
and the sum of it all is beyond words.
oh, but i like the way elaine
is the only one who consistantly
reads & comments on my lj. YAY!
MAD ePROPS ! (!?) haa.
