HOT DAMn. im a junior.

SCHOOL. BOO. no pictures. thats a first, eh ? fortunately, it was a minimum day. no homework was due, giving me time to catch up, for apush at --starting tommorow x; yeah yeah, im a procrastinator. give me a nicotine patch. i got pretty cool teachers. apbio seems to sound scary. fast paced classes make me scared. my spanish teacher spoke in spanish the whole thirty minutes of the class. taking three hour practice tests for apenglish the first week back didnt sound to great. but it all made up when i got to fourth period and my mathanalysis teacher said NO HOMEWORK. i figured it was all an independence thing. need practice, then practice. no failing for no homework. i guess he expects it to show in the performance instead. smart one. scared of having kick back patterson for apush. i dont think thats a good idea in the long run.

"when we roll, we roll deep" after the whole school business, otay heads headed to in&out. i never realized how good their burgers are. Mm. the fries taste weird. but i guess thats what i get for adjusting to fatty mcdonalds fries rather than natural in&out ones. after lunch, we visited eastlake. the usually mob+ invading eastlake high. lots of screaming. lots of hugging. all that good stuff.

i like the way i happen to squeeze my pillow
tighter when im talking to the boyfriend. <3
Teala Lynn (insertmiddlenamehere) D. Narvaza.
i like how certain things dont scare me.

mom comes to my brightly lit room for my dog Paco
mom paco paco paco ! (repeating in rythm)
kim he's over he--
(interrupted by moms reaction to bright lights)
mom EW, EW ! its too bright ! Paco Paco Paco !
Paco Paco Paco !(continuing the rythm)
(mom stops)
mom that rhymed !

my mom doesnt know how to rhyme.

if anything..
i need somebody to motivate me.
i dont need somebody to get upset with me.
otherwise, the negativity will only slow me down.
thanks.

REAL SHIT.
i need to stop procrastinating.