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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
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mistakes are made.
and then i learn.
i dont learn any better than expiriences.
and what a damned expirience this is --
&its so damned funny how nobody knows
& how nobody believes how seriously
honest the words im saying are.
car drives keeps me calm.
when i start driving,
my car is going to be my
ventalation refuge.
-- december seems so far.
i cannot wait.
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Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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oh yeah -- as for volleyball tryouts.
I MADE VARSITY , BETCH !
ass working, here i come.
what is it about ragging that makes you moody ?
cause i don't like it-- AT ALL
watching home videos ten years ago is fun.
romeo had a mullet at the age of five.
&wore overalls with one strap hanging, unbuckled.
&danced with sword toys jumping into the splits.
he was a hip boy. &i like it.
one day isnt enough.
i want my boyfriend.
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Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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x; i write about my dog a lot.
this will be the last time:
both of my dog's balls are out.
one ball for the neutering process
&the other because it was stuck in
its groin for who knows how long ?
now it just has an empty saggy sac.
&when it lies down on its back,
it looks like a rasin. EW.i will
never eat rasin the same way again.
SPIDERMAN!
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volleyball tryouts. tough competition. lots to be aware of. coach says she likes to recruit height. &i have nothing close to that. EEk. cross your fingers that i will make it through wednesdays and thursdays cuts, please ?
its that feeling
where your insides
feel as though
theyre decaying --
i hate being the victim of this sht.
i hate the damned claims.
i hate the fcking seclusion.
i hate not knowing who you are.
or where you freaking belong.
i hate craving for the answers.
and not finding them for so long.
and the sum of it all is beyond words.
oh, but i like the way elaine
is the only one who consistantly
reads & comments on my lj. YAY!
MAD ePROPS ! (!?) haa.
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(sing) what day is it today ?
today is DEN'S BIRTHDAY!
friday volleyball try outs, then chilled with the boyfriend. added to the load of babysitting he had to do for the night x; couldnt help being hungry and tired from volleyball & dance. otherwise, i would have helped. sorry romeo \x ate some. slept some. ok, a lot -- &he played my pillow and watched television.
saturday shopped till i dropped ! just kidding. i didnt get as much as i wanted, but i did 'drop'. walking around the damned mall SORE from tryouts is such a bitch. oh yeah, not to mention -- IN THE HEAT. yeah, i saved a bunch. old navy had a siickkk sale. i got a shirt for three bucks and a dress/skirt thing for seven ! WAHoo. bugged kristine at work. went to sienes for cyreen's birthday. ate great food. laughed at a little boy. played with phones. MWAHA. &came home.
sunday church. pat&oscars. walked around the mall. ran into some rude cell phone and shoe cleaner people. talking trash just because we didnt reply to their annoying, ineffective gestures to their offers. bitches.
and thats that.
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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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a whole night of apbio homework.
fourty minutes of sleep.
longest half day at school.
rejection of trying out because
of incomplete clearance packet.
lunching at in&out. yumm.
boogie boarding at coronado.
weak waves, yet great riding. wee.
washing off sand in places i
never thought was possible ?
ok, just kidding -- engaging in
a almost refreshing nap.
dinner. homework. blah blah blah.
pictures coming soon ?
we hope. yes? yes.
one and a half years
one point five years
one year & six months
eighteen months <333
you choose (;
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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friday. very first pep assembly of junior year. pretty intense. way better than any pep assembly from last year. the music sparked the hype the gym was filled. balloons everywhere. i just felt the energy once i stepped in the room. the decorations could have been better, but as far as improvement, i am very much impressed. KINECTIONS (eric, mayette, jessica, cathy, melvyn, richie, micheal, adrian, bert, and i) performed the dance we've been practicing for the past month for the very first time. i messed up some, but still recieved some great feedback-- one of the best feelings there is. cheerleaders were looking good out there. color gaurd as well.
came home super pooped. performance + dance cardio workouts can bring a girl down. rested for a while. watched thats so raven-- one of the best shows there is. washed the sweat and heavy makeup off myself &watched eric&alyssa perform at lolicup with silver&christine. ate wendys with additional friends of christine. talked about kankles. MWAHa. &other stuff. talked some more in a parked car in the parking lot of ralphs. watched strangers outside the car move to the music. the conversation kept on coming back to kankles MWAHA. and then we called it a night when silver&i got dropped off.
click it.
silver christine kim.
( &MORE )
now its saturday & i've done absolutely nothing but sit in front of the television and answer the phone. no shower, no nothing. hence me ending this entry to do so. YAY.
the end.
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did you make dirty words in your alphabet soup ?
eye surgery tommorow. theyre cutting
that bump on my upper right eyelid off.
its been there for six months plus.
its kinda of freaking me out.
but crying blood freaks me out too.
OH MAN. pray for me, please?
(L TO R): jen. me -ew. eliza. christine. jessica. krisha. sam. jaye. april. raichelle. (missing a few)
click pic for enlargment
school is the easiest in the beginning.
agendas consist of going over syllabus(es)?
and making spirals and what not.
ahh, i love it. (;
my dog poops standing up.
with one hind leg toward its face.
thats SO weird ?!
all face piercings are off the list
as long as i live under my parents roof.
yeah, im no rebel. shutup.
maybe this will work :
( YE OR NAY? )
too bad volleyball season is coming up.
&it wouldnt be too wise to get it
anytime soon. bahhumbug.
so get this --
i like romeo SO much,
that i love him !?
WOOha ! (;
el fin, pinche putos.
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Saturday, July 24th, 2004
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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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it has been proven by the two previous entries
that entries with photos get more comments.
seventeen to two ? oh come on guys !? d;
( woo? )
i dont feel like a junior. i think its cause i dont feel as though i earned it being at otay for sophmore year and all. after a whole year at eastlake going through the HATE towards freshmen &whatnot, i came to otay sophmore year FEELING like a sophmore. it was nothing like that during sophmore year, hence the lack of feeling like an upperclassman. poop.
i feel so uncool.
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HOT DAMn. im a junior.
SCHOOL. BOO. no pictures. thats a first, eh ? fortunately, it was a minimum day. no homework was due, giving me time to catch up, for apush at --starting tommorow x; yeah yeah, im a procrastinator. give me a nicotine patch. i got pretty cool teachers. apbio seems to sound scary. fast paced classes make me scared. my spanish teacher spoke in spanish the whole thirty minutes of the class. taking three hour practice tests for apenglish the first week back didnt sound to great. but it all made up when i got to fourth period and my mathanalysis teacher said NO HOMEWORK. i figured it was all an independence thing. need practice, then practice. no failing for no homework. i guess he expects it to show in the performance instead. smart one. scared of having kick back patterson for apush. i dont think thats a good idea in the long run.
"when we roll, we roll deep" after the whole school business, otay heads headed to in&out. i never realized how good their burgers are. Mm. the fries taste weird. but i guess thats what i get for adjusting to fatty mcdonalds fries rather than natural in&out ones. after lunch, we visited eastlake. the usually mob+ invading eastlake high. lots of screaming. lots of hugging. all that good stuff.
i like the way i happen to squeeze my pillow
tighter when im talking to the boyfriend. <3
Teala Lynn (insertmiddlenamehere) D. Narvaza.
i like how certain things dont scare me.
mom comes to my brightly lit room for my dog Paco
mom paco paco paco ! (repeating in rythm)
kim he's over he--
(interrupted by moms reaction to bright lights)
mom EW, EW ! its too bright ! Paco Paco Paco !
Paco Paco Paco !(continuing the rythm)
(mom stops)
mom that rhymed !
my mom doesnt know how to rhyme.
if anything..
i need somebody to motivate me.
i dont need somebody to get upset with me.
otherwise, the negativity will only slow me down.
thanks.
REAL SHIT.
i need to stop procrastinating.
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wednesday otay ranch ROUND UP DAY ! woo ? orientation, in other words. did the normal proceedures -- id pictures, books, &whatnot. ate at bentos with two tables worth of homies. good shit man. chilled at my house with siene, denise, melissa ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _jealouslovers &christine. watched the butterfly effect. frustrating stuff. played with hats. three left &denise stayed. chilled, talked.
christine. kim. denise. melissa.
playing with hats ? WEE.
( +2 )
thursday drove around with sister faye. headed to the base on 32nd street, but right before passing through the gaurd, i realized i didn't bring my card. AH. pit stopped at downtown chula vista for sister faye purposes. she let me drive back to eastlake area. played in walmart. drove home (: yay. more time wasted.
car ride.
friday shopped with sisters. utc first with sister aileen. yada yada. came home &went to parkway with sister faye. yada yada. i like shopping (;
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i got a new dog. WAHoo ?
and his name is PACO.
he looks like the TACObell dog.
and he gets red rockets. AHHk.
old dog & new dog.
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july 11 chilled at the boyfriend's dad's house. watched fifty first dates. peanutbattacaps. ate popcicles. purevolumed ? headed to eds house to eat dinner. we picked up a pizza to bring to the house. well, half of one. romeo ate the other half on the way. and i sorta helped. haa. watched videos of their hawaii trip and lizards crawing on naked boys. the end.
screaming is fun.
( MORRE )
july 12 went to IB to look at sandcastles with sister ai, bobby, sisco kris and boyfriend romeo. ai &bobby got a funnel cake &we fetched some drinks. i saw a lot of saggy boobs and saggy butts. it was pretty gross. we split up with ai &bobby to look at sandcastles as they ate their funnel cake. we didn't look at that many. just one side of the pier's worth. we didnt like the idea of having to walk through blankets of people in the heat or having to look at half naked girls flaunting their PALE asses. we went to kristine's friends beachouse garage for shade while we waited for ai &bobby. we dropped kris &bobby off &went home. the romster &i watched the rest of the butterfly effect. then ate at lolitas. he had to leave for home early \;
so then i came home. i worked three long, frustrating hours on photoshop playing with the vector sht. i think it may be the best thing ive ever made i felt SO damned accomplished.
on the way to IB.
( MORRE )
i hate doing things with no fcking point.
.. and it sucks, cause its so hard to find my way to do the things that i have to do that DOES have a point -- APUSH &APBIO homework, for example. AHH \; a chapter a day. a chapter a day. a chapter a day. oh help me god.
i deserve way more
than your approval.
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july7 kinections practice at heritage park. caught up with everbody else who knows the dance. yay. went to the store place across the street with eric&adrian to look for jen's gift. there were a bunch of jewelry at this antique store, but was more than i wanted to spend that day. didnt find anything there, so we went to the post office (?!) haa. got a card &bag to stuff the toy i gave jen &the hotel shower cap eric wanted to give her x; we walked to her house, picking flowers for a bouqet. got to her house, ate, watched movies, played at the park, &went home.
party people
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july8 first day the boyfriend is back (; we chilled at the pad. walked our sorry asses to get some food. he got his lame haircut x; AH just kidding, you're still beautiful, love. cleaned the house like my pops said so. went to his house. i owned him in pool B) volly-ed outside till the sun went down. ate great pasgetti with hotdogs. &of course, got stains all over my white shirt. watched MXC. &went home.
he's sad cause his girlfriends ugly.
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july9 practiced driving with the dad. i realize even more how much im not fit to driving stick. its way too much to be worrying about-- for a person like me at least. \; AHH. i wish they'd make a secret road that nobody drove on except for me. HA. cars around me make me scared. especially on uphills. i hope my dad doesnt make me drive stick. either that, or i get the hang of it right about -- NOW.
saw romeo afterwards. waited as him &jeff played pool. helped bathe the baby who had little poo chunks stuck to his butt. MMmm. &watched the beginning of the butterfly effect. i hate violent kids. Ahh.
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YAY ! lots of pictures. (;
july2 kris, ai, &i ate at bentos.
with the excess wasabi, we made a frog.
&with the excess tempura sauce, we made a pond.
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july3 so a close family friend family from WAshington came down to san diego for a weekend visit reunion. they intended to surprise all SD family friend families. and they succeeded mos' definitly ! they stayed at an uncles house for a while where they played countless games of ma-jhong --drunk. the kids waited at my house, where dinner was to be held for the adults to immigrate to my house. while waiting for them, tash, marilyn &i walked around the neighborhood &to the Plaza at Sunbow. many pictures were taken -- &i didnt accidently delete them this time ! so they will be posted &that will conclude this story. yay !
tash &me.
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july4 my parents went to a party all day. ai went out with her boyfriend &company. faye BBQed with her homies. i was on the verge of staying home --ALONE and watching the fireworks on the television before i decided to spend america's birthday with my cousins &whatnot. we watched the fireworks from a hill in the nieghborhood. the fireworks were SUPER small, but we saw 7 locations at once.
super small fireworks.
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july5 del mar fair with denise, jen, &mark. rode just a few rides. i got sick. i never knew how weak my stomach was. we ate a variety of foods: crappy chilicheesefries. foot long corn dog. &funnel cake. mmm. played games. tried winning something for romeo. but the fact that i have no skill whatsoever got me nowhere closer to my goal. rode a fifty hour ride home.
drove from jen's to startbucks ! cut denise's bangs (; YAY. -- and had a shitty anniversary.
us.
( &more )
"oh yeah" &happy 17 months to you too.
this is the WORST anniversary EVER.
i love it..
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everytime i surf around on ljs &xangas
&i happen to hit those super pretty
super cool super popular girls
my self-esteems significantly goes down a notch.
maybe thats why i stopped that.
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Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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this entry is for JESSICA CRUZ.
dance practice at heritage park.
ate carne asada fries at little lola's.
cruised around in siene's car.
listened to guitars.
drove around otay with dad.
picked a pimple &now have a sleeve of blood.
older sister sits on the floor.
little cousin sits beside her.
i sit on chair beside little cousin.
little cousin and older sister talk
about stuff fifth graders talk about.
little cousin is so amused and so excited.
she leaves her jaw hanging in awe.
she looks occasionally at me
and then back to older sister.
she takes her last glance at me
and i stick my big toe in her open mouth.
moral of the story: it is rude &VERY much
dangerous to leave your mouth open.
i miss the boy.
VERY VERY MUCH.
he's in hawaii. what a lucky one.
he gets to chill on the beach all day.
snorkle -- swim with the fishes.
race dolphins on boats.
float through caves.
get 'leid' at luaus. drum roll
&his uncle hates the idea of talking
on the phone while vacationing.
SO, romeo is on probation. BOO.
only sneak attack phone calls \;
yeahh..
i got bored. VERY bored.
&im fairly satisfied
with the results (;
just with box #5 x;
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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woke up in the crack of dawn.
waited in line for an hour
at the x-men infested DMV.
took permit test. PASSED ! B)
slept on way to north county.
ate a bad shrimp burrito.
bought pants, boardshorts, earings.
went to convention center in mission.
met potential competition for nationals.
TOOK GREAT PICTURES for GREAT FOOTAGE.
came home.. tried to upload..
AND ACCIDENTLY DELETED THE PICTURES.
all of them.
blogged about the incident
in efforts to blow off some steam
(which there is a lot of)
tried making font BIGGER
to add some affect to entry
accidently pressed the wrong button
AND THE WHOLE ENTRY DELETED.
so here is the entry.
reincarnated.
el fin.
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permit, here i come !
wish me luckkk. x;
vacation so far:
-volleyball tournament.
-beach with boyfriend &family.
-'goodbye-for-two-weeks' day with boyfriend
hemmie & me (censored).
it hides our filipino noses.
at least mine ? HAa. x;
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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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school is what forced me to keep
my distance from the computer.
now that it is over, i assume that
i'll be updating a lot more. YAY.
i miss commenting & picture posting.
i turned sixteen a week ago (:
yay yay yyay.
- ap us history reading + work.
- ap bio reading + work.
- permit test x;
- volleyball (starlings) nationals.
- volleyball (school) tournament.
- fun ? HOPEFULLY.
... all in one month. ?!
two of those weeks,
he'll be gone. );
new layout: must.
k. till next time.
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WEE. long time no blog.
internets been acting up &
the computer is way too
addicting for my own good.
AH. school -- you know the deal.
will write later.
im one busy bee
--for now.
to romeboy: happy15 (for tommorow)
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